Micheal Jackson

Since he was gone, there has been no day not to see Michael on TV. He was a musician who contributed to the music history. He was a superstar who left a great amount of money. And the more people are interested in him and his death, the more famous he becomes and the more money he makes.

I listen to his music before "bad". That is maybe because his music was changed after "thriller" from creativities to screams from the bottom of his heart. I guessed that, after he made a fortunate
by mega hits, he experiences the ugly side of humans that a lot of greedy rats surrounded him and try to bite his assets. His innocent heart might be broken since then. Now, a shameful [disgraceful] dispute over an inheritance has been going on.

Meza New Project 2

I seem to be changed! I become an early bird. As I wrote yesterday, I launched a project called "Meza New Project" that I got up at 4 o'clock in the morning and watch a TV program called "Meza New" broadcasting from 4 am. In fact, it is not easy to adjust myself to get up very early.

I succeed to get up at 4 o'clock only one time in four days. However, I got up 5 to 6 o'clock in the morning everyday. It is a kind of unbelievable because I was just suffered from insomnia last week. The sunshine I see by getting up early is better than one I saw after staying up a whole night.

I got up little late...

I got up little later than I planned. I launched a project called "Meza New Project" that I get up at 4 am. and turn on a Japanese early morning TV program called "Meza New". This is the third day of the project. I succeeded 1 time out of three.

It is a little hard for me to adjust myself to such a life pattern. That is because my workload is sometimes unstable and random. I am an independent business owner. It is different from an office worker definitely. Anyway, I keep trying to accomplish this project!

I was screwed up!

Yesterday, I was terribly screwed up. I got up at 4 am successfully and finished 80% of my tasks in the morning! It was an amazing result for me. However, there is a side effect. I got tired and drove a car. And...

I did not know that I could not make a right turn there... A wired policeman who sounds like taking a drug stopped me on a street. A fine was 7000yen! It is as much as my food expense in half a month! I was screwed up...

I got up very early!

I got up very early! It really means that I slept for few hours and got up to initiate a day at 4 o'clock in the morning. Yesterday, I wrote that I might be insomnia. It may be not wrong. An improvement I achieve from the last night to this morning was that I was able to go to bed before 1 am.

I still have to work on my sleep pattern. It might cause my work and private life harmed. I still can't accept that I was suffered from such a thing in spite that I used to be good at sleeping anywhere and anytime. Anyway, I have to face it and solve it as soon as possible.

Another Sleepless Night

I haven't realized that I may be insomnia! I don't know why I am not able to fall in sleep in the night. Until few years ago, I was good at sleeping anywhere. Sleepless nights waste energy out of my body, or do not let my body store energy.

This problem must be solved in a short time. It might cause serial damages on my job! I don't want to allow this situation to harm my life! I have to adjust priorities between tasks to do everyday and time to go to bed by shutting up these tasks!

How to Use Sunday

I went through a sleepless night and started writing a blog because I had been too tired to stay in a bed. Yesterday, I wrote about "How to Use Saturday", so I must write something about Sunday now.

I use Sunday as the first day of a week. I prepare for a new week as a professional worker and start from something related to my personal life. A main preparation is to decide the goals and plans of a week. This action affects my brain to separate a week that ended until Saturday and a coming week that just begins.

I also do personal things to start a week to tell my heart and soul that time belongs to my personal life, not my professional career only. This is one of the most important rituals to realize my life as a personal belonging. This action also affects me to refresh my mind to let myself ready for a new week!